God this has been the most horrible week i have just been sleeping or trying to sleep on Friday the night that i got drunk i just went out of control i figured aut that i had had about 11 standard drinks in 4 hours i am surprised that i didnt have my stomach pumped out well i don't even know if it did there is a segment of that night that i really don't remember, for some reason i got angry at the people that were looking after me and just ran out onto the road and fell on my face i broke my front tooth in half i am crying just thinking about it, i say trying to sleep because every time i close my eyes i remember what has happened i have half a tooth that never stops hurting i feel so alone, i remember i could not get hold of any of my family in the hospital i was so scared case the people who dropped me off at the hospital whom i am forever in thankful to, told the hospital to leave me in all night so they went back home. Mum is in England and for the first time i am desperately homesick everyone is so far away in syd or further i know that my father will not come and visit an now i have scarred my face, i cant eat i know it could of been a lot worse.
i went to the doctors and i had a certificate from tuesday till thusday thank god.
i cant not talk properly my mouth is swollen it was really hard to got back to uni today sleep now here are photos of my sores but i have cropped them that u only see the sores beause i look like crap my nose is the worst ......... :(
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